I've lost my favorite thing.
No one knows that it's my favorite thing,
but it is.
It means the world to me and I need to find it.
I've dug through my entire bedroom trying to find it and I am becoming desperate.

Things are changing a lot for me. 2 months until I move to San Francisco. I'm very excited. I need to invest in a rolling rack and some organizational items.

But I really wish it was July so my life could really start.

I am stuck inside of my own head.

in sad and hard times i try to remind myself that, First of all: I am tired. I am true of heart! And also: You are tired. You are true of heart!

oh and this is fairly important too.

http://flickr.com/photos/zachk/sets/72157604491249433/detail/

If it's not broken, break it.

I sat in my backyard for 3 hours today. I made lists and wrote letters and tried to organize my brain. I really tried to break down my thoughts about SF, myself, my life, and what I want. I'm just re-evaluating things. I think every now and again everyone just needs to break things in their life down and figure out what makes them tick, what drives them, what makes them who they are. So far I haven't changed my mind about a thing, thats good, that makes me proud of the person I am right now. I haven't second guessed myself. I have so much faith in myself and my relationships. But I'm still searching. I'll let you know what I figure out.

Love you.

pretty please? with sugar on top?

my nice kind boyfriend bought me this little gem. only it's gold. it's the best. i just need a better chain for it. he also bought me shark socks. i'm a lucky lady.


san fran stuff got weird today, and then got better. talked to an old friend, i'm talking kindergarden. we lived in the same neighborhood and she was definitely one of my first girl friends. we used to watch movies that were far too scary for our young minds together. well turns out she lives in san fran now. which is nuts. years later and we're going to be living in the same city again. brightened my spirits a little bit.