i don't know what i want

i think i figured out why i am terrible at blogging.
today a.st.j and i were talking about how we don't understand blogs, because in reality who really gives that much of a shit about someone elses life?

nooooo onnnneeeeeeeeeeeeee


oh but i don't think you understand how excited i am for this in two days

are you having the time of your life?

my pup died. i am pretty sad. there is a big hole in my heart and i feel really bad for my parents. she was honestly the best dog in the entire world. i am listening to a lot of the ataris because it reminds me of being young and not having to worry about things. its pretty bad music, but i loved it oh so much. things have been pretty dang good here. hanging out with people like charissa and kayla and my bestie richard. i hung out with an old friend chris the other night and listened to records and took a walk. i am finally beginning to feel like this is my home. i am honestly really happy. and some things are coming up regarding career stuff that could be pretty interesting. so we'll see after tomorrow how that goes. and scene.

things have been swell. dear friends and new beginnings. thursday is definitely something i look forward to. that would push things over the edge of wonderful

don't worry guys
i got my hair cut like brenda walsh

lately