life as of 5:36 pm on May 27th 2008

I am a single woman on the verge of something huge. I got into a car accident today and it was the final icing on a shit show of a weekend cake. I keep positive affirmations written down on scraps of paper and tucked inside of this little leather pouch that someone who will always be really important to me bought for me in Italy.

I am buying myself tickets to Radiohead in Golden Gate park on August 22nd. Happy early birthday to me? I think so.

So I'm really lucky, we are all really lucky, to have the friends I have and to love the ones I love.

This weekend is going to be fun, Christiner and Ciarz debauchery.
July will be coming as soon as I blink and I will be a California girl once and for all.
Then the first week of August I will be in Colorado for the wedding of the century.
Then August 22nd will be Radiohead
August 30th will be friend invasion for Sarah Whitman's 21st birthday!!!

So I'm trying to also figure out what I want to do with my life, and as you all know I live for three things. Art, Fashion, and.... Guns N Roses. But I'm also a die hard environmentalist. So I was considering saying screw art I want to do environmental studies at SFSU, but then talking to my dear friend Lindsay today I was like shit, I want to do something with fashion!! I wish that I could make fashion lines more environmentally friendly for a living. That way I would win everything! Or have my own environmentally friendly fashion line, jk I can't draw.

Tell me what to do with my life!!!!!

I've lost my favorite thing.
No one knows that it's my favorite thing,
but it is.
It means the world to me and I need to find it.
I've dug through my entire bedroom trying to find it and I am becoming desperate.

Things are changing a lot for me. 2 months until I move to San Francisco. I'm very excited. I need to invest in a rolling rack and some organizational items.

But I really wish it was July so my life could really start.

I am stuck inside of my own head.